Just got back from life drawing. New location. Artists 25 studio. Small, very nice, good lighting and a good deal (2.5 hours for $8.)
a few 2 minute or so gestures.
10 minutes
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20 minutes
Been having a lot of struggle today. I knew that getting back to my art would open a lot and be hard, but I hadn't realized how hard. I have so much energy that I am on the brink of bursting. It is almost painful. So much judgement, so much self criticism. Badly programmed brain.
I have second guessed myself multiple times today, wondering whether I can really do it, if I have the ability. It is so frustrating have so much I want to express and yet not being able to. Hand just doesn't respond, doesn't follow. I don't have the tools yet. I struggle.
I won't give up however. I don't have anything left except this, and I won't let this go. i will struggle on.
festina lente.
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